Sigh...

The guy I love hates me. At the beginning school today, he completely ignored me and walked away when I was going to class. My friend Rebecca was going to her locker and for some reason I had to go with her. Anyways I turned around and saw him looking at me. He looked away when he saw me staring at him. Well, Rebecca walked off and I followed her. When we reached his group of friends he turned and walked away. It hurt. I didn't do anything to him. I know it wasn't because of the bell since we still had at least four minutes left to get to class. (We have a 5 minute bell that rings then and 1 minute warning bell.) I couldn't see him at lunch since I unfortunately had 1st lunch that day because of ROTC taking up the gym. I was able to see him before though, in the commons right next to the cafeteria. For some unknown reason he was out after the 3rd block bell rung. I looked down when he passed me. I watched him as he went down the hallway. He glanced back a total of 6 times before he disappeared behind the corner and outside to his class. After school when he left to go to his dad's car he looked at me while I was messing with an Inuyasha plushie that belongs to my sister. He wouldn't stay in the car window so I had to keep holding him. I ignored him as he did me of course. I'll probably act like nothing happened on Monday.